死にたかないが仕方ない / 弔ん

Suri-Suri Music: 弔ん @tomurainn Illust: かめぱすた @kamepan44231 Animation: Moeko Miyoshi @mmmmoeko_ Scribbling: 弔ん Vocal: 可不[Kafu] Inst: URL Lyrics; I Don't Wanna Die But It Can't Be Helped We'll get the same ending Whether we brood over or not and be mentally ill or not Without getting closer to you I don't wanna die but it can't be helped I have to say farewell Good-bye at the halfway point That was the pouring midnight that I caught a cold It was inevitable that I fainted because of words from you on Friday What the hell was that? You did it! A fake knife that it can't even cut tofu Kyusaku Yumeno tears my body Scream out while my face in a pillow I extremely feel hard I await the next life Nothings comes from nothing We're not destined to be together by nature However, I'm still playing the hypocrite I can't see you because I’m in my pajamas [Suri-Suri] “Thank you and don't mind I can go by myself from now on” Do you hold me up? Why don't you hold me up? Oh forget what I just said Wait! Wait! That day that I was teased with you next to each other That sunset was violently burning While my heart is confusing I don't wanna die but it can't be helped My lingering regret flies away like fluff A blooming rainbow in my dream A farthest sacred place I'll be happy even if I can't go back But when I come awake, I'll hyperventilate “Help!” I extremely feel hard I await the next life Nothings comes from nothing We're not destined to be together by nature However, I'm still playing the hypocrite I can't see you because I’m in my pajamas [Suri-Suri] “We'll never chat each other again You're about to cry, aren't you?” Are you ok? Why are you ok? Whatever, be trampled by a cow! In any case, it's just karma The needle drops, plays a sound And stops in course of time, absolutely “Stars look tired” [10... 9... 8... 7... 6... 5... 4... 3... 2... 1...] Good-bye, the prince on the Earth I'm watching over from the distant country No, I can't stand that! I'll never forget you That can't be Heave-ho I don't wanna live but I have to go through my life I get changed clothes without any plans If I'm called from you, I'll rush straight to you Even though life is over soon after all I never learn, do I? Can I go to see you? Where are you now? If you don't let me Suri-Suri I'll take you with me Go forward, go forward Rise and shine, rise and shine Guess I'll go to bed