Hated by life itself. english ver. 【Oktavia】命に嫌われている。【英語で歌ってみた】

ha HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ohmygod finally clipping everywhere —— Lyrics: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/sonimiki/182466955597?source=share (Please feel free to use, they’re based on Forgetfulsubs’ translation!) Request a song: http://symphonymermaid.idea.informer.com —— I’m so tired but I managed something. Finally. Hopefully will have more soon. Actually keyed something down for once (I always try to sing in the originally key because as someone with perfect pitch, I like to appreciate the song in the original chosen key as best I can. Other people may not notice, but ITS HELLA IMPORTANT TO ME LOL)- tried singing it in the original key, then down to A Major, but ultimately I decided it sounded best down in A Flat Major. That’s also my absolute favorite major key (Oktrivia: My favorite minor key is F Minor, IDK, guess I have an affinity for four flats), so maybe I was best able to connect with the song in this key as well (I… Have a dislike for C Major, I’m sorry C Major Stans). That was really the goal here, I think. I wanted to be able to sing this song in a way that was truthful to me. I’ve worked really hard on this, and in the end even after doing this so many times, I think it could be better, but… The truth is, I could be better. When I stopped singing after Rinne, that was a big sign that things weren’t alright- I ALWAYS make time to do a cover, and for a while I was able to post at least once a month! But yeah, things got really bad and I just felt like it wasn’t worth it to sing anymore. In fact, my parents and I recently made the decision to put me on medical withdrawal for this semester, to get me back to 100% and receive proper psychiatric help for my eating disorder. I’m worried, but then again, I never thought I would get into university in the first place. In high school, eventually I got so depressed I just stopped caring and let myself get Cs and Ds, sleeping through class not because I was tired, but because I just didn’t give a shit anymore. When I got to college, I made it my goal to stop being that way- and I was successful! For the past 5 semesters, I’ve maintained a 4.0 GPA! I think I just need a little breather, a bit of time to get better, and I’ll be back on my feet. Thank you so much to Myo/Forgetfulsubs for the translation reference and also for the lovely subs because I was NOT about to attempt all that myself L O L And thank you all, for being so patient with me. —— ♫ Credits ♫ Vocals/Mix: Oktavia Music/Lyrics/Video: Kanzaki Iori (http://nicovideo.jp/mylist/45260401) Sub: Forgetfulsubs (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRYm6LCFyQdKvYzFA1a9WnQ)